I will warn you that since it has been 3 months a lot has happened and it will be a loooonnnggg post. So, grab a snack and sit back.
I honestly thought I was hallucinating.
But, in an effort to be proactive, the next day I went and bought two digitals before a wedding rehearsal and promptly stopped at my nearest Staples and took the first one. The result....
That was followed by another digi the next day and 2 more Dollar Store tests in the days following. All with the same result.
at 3:00pm she finally did and what better day than our anniversary to find out that my beta came in at 102! and My P4 went up to 23.9!
We were cautiously thrilled beyond belief! After 18 long months....finally?! Really?!
It was really amazing to se him/her hanging around in there. We were over the moon. I was sad to hear at that appt. that I would no longer need to see my RE. Since baby was measuring right on target and had a nice strong HB we had no need to go back insert depressed face here> there were lots of hugs and such. It's a scary feeling to "graduate" from your RE.
I spent the rest of that day trying to find an OB and was lucky enough to find Dr. K on a recommendation from a Bumpie.
My next appointment was not until December 30th. 11 weeks and 2 days. Those 4 weeks were killer. It's such a delicate time in your pregnancy and so much can happen that it sends you in to a spiral of thoughts and emotions and will literally drive you crazy. I prayed a lot. A LOT! But thank god everything was great!
The appointment was for our NT Scan/First Trimester Sequential screening. I was honestly better than we could have ever imagined. Granted, the tech did not get the measurements she needed but we didn't really care because we got to see our baby and watching him/her moving around in there was absolutely amazing. We also got to hear the heartbeat for the first time which was the greatest sound ever. Baby Rojas was measuring about 3-5 days ahead of schedule. DH said it was all the ham and lechon I had over the holidays that gave the baby a boost. Lol.
He was very proud to say the least. We both shed a tear, it was a very exciting and emotional experience. The best part is we got to do it all over again the following Wednesday .January 6th was NT Scan #2. They were finally able to get the measurements they needed and everything was perfect. We got to see baby again and it was incredible to see how much had changed in a week! He/she had grown a centimeter and looked totally different....
The next day we had our 12 week appt. with the OB and he told us everything looked wonderful.That pretty much brings us to today!!
We have our 16 week appt. with the OB next Thursday and then we won't see him again till 20 weeks. In between we have our anatomy scan on the 17th so we can find out where Baby Rojas is a boy or girl!
The pregnancy itself has gone well. I really can't complain. I never threw up, never really has m/s but I did have my little waves of nausea. Mostly when I needed to eat. I have been tired every day since the BFP. Aside from little things hear and there it's been not as bad as I thought it was going to be. The hardest adjustment has been dealing with being tired. I'm not used to never wanting to do anything. My appetite is finally starting to pick up again.
The best part is really that I'm finally in a place where I'm starting to get excited about everything. It's taken a while and I still have days where I'm terrified something will happen but I'm taking it day by day and just focusing on all the positive. I can't believe how fast time is going by!
It's also pretty amazing seeing my husband slowly start the transformation in to being "Daddy". I never understood until now why women say being pregnant and having a baby makes them fall in love with their husbands all over again. I get it now. :)
Now that I've done the big update I'll definitely try to keep it current!
I know I've said this before but thanks so much to all of you who have been there. Even if it wasn't in person the support I've gotten from all you ladies really helped get me through everything. I am eternally grateful to you all!
3 comments:
What an amazing roller coaster ride:) I'm so happy for you!
I said it earlier but I just wanted to reiterate how happy I am for you guys. I caught up with all of your entries this evening and I'm just amazed at everything you guys went through to get to this point & just so happy that its all worked.
Thank you for adding me to your journal :) <3 I heart you!
May God bless you and your budding family :)
I love you, my friend! You, more than anyone, deserve all of this happiness!
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