Admittedly, I totally ignore this blog while not in the middle of the grand ole piece of shit that is trying to procreate by ways of ART.
I apologize.
I have a terrible habit of just never posting again when things go down hill.
I'm like a guy and this blog is my girlfriend, whom I treat badly and take total advantage of.
So to sum things up. The FET failed.
It was a really hard disappointment and and did a mini downward spiral which is always okay, IMO.
I was considering transferring my last embryo in December but then I found out that my husband's employer was changing insurance carriers which meant that we would have new coverage starting this year.
Thank God.
This year, thus far, I've been avoiding.
Until today.
Today, I went back to the RE. I had a nice quick consult with my doctor and agreed we would do a new fresh cycle. Over the next month I'll be on BCP and trying to be a slightly better version of my physical self before my physical and starting stims next month.
I'm borderline hopeful/excited and absofuckinglutely terrified. I'm leaning more towards the later.
For now, there's not much more to say. AF should be arriving in about a week and then I'll go in and start BCP.
Here we go again.
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